What (Best) Friends Are For

To be honest, all along this year I was a wreck. Call me whatever but I just had what you people call a heartbreak for the first time. Almost everyday of this year my heart is very heavy and I could feel it weighing down in my chest. It doesn't matter how hard I sing and dance or how loud I laugh with my friends, I could feel it holding my chest down.

I'm home now and I just spent almost one whole day with my loveliest chummies. I have not seen them in a almost a year and I was literally dreading to meet them this holiday.

See, I'm not that good of a friend, I suppose. I really am not good at all the catching up with friends thing. Not that I don't like them or anything, I love my friends but sometimes I leave things that I do in the middle of things happening around me, I really don't know how to explain it. I'm just not good at that.

That, and me being an introvert, I don't really share things with my friends that I'm not close to. My two chums might be the only friends that know almost every little detail about me. Also, they're the only two friends that can tell how I would react to things. And this holiday, is the ultimate of them all.

Remember how I said I was fighting to heal myself from eternal heartbreak? That one day I spent with them heal it in an instant. A proof that best friends (or any shoulder to lean on) will heal you from heart break and to love them is like the best thing ever.

A day before we meet, one of my chummy texted me. She told me that she'd been talking to a guy that broke her heart. I told her in an instant that I did too. We literally were going through the same flipping thing!

The next day, we arrived at our best camp a.k.a my chum's house. The first thing that came out of her mouth? "Why is xxx keep liking your pictures on Instagram? What is wrong with him?" At that second, I know that I'm home.

We spent the whole day talking, telling stories, making up metaphors about wind, and every five minutes I wanted to borrow knives or scissors (jokez guys). Each and every minute, I feel my weight is being lift up and the hole in my heart is slowly but surely closing itself. I laugh again, this time for real.

By the end of the day, I feel like everything has gone and my life is up for a new start.
And, I thank God for this two loveliest chummies that has been in my life since I was 4 years old.

Whether it's 3cm or 3000km apart, they are and will always be right there. They never treat me any differently or even left me out of anything in each other's lives. You will always be my healer. I hope we will always grow old together and support each other. I love you guys!

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Congratulations Meita!

I'm so so proud of my girl, Meita, for having her photo featured on the most recent lomography.com newsletter!

LOOK! It's her (on the right) and Saffron back in high school on Neon Day! The photo is featured on lomography.com newsletter about "Back To School With The Diana"!

I am one proud proud friend :D

Want to see the work of Meita, the awesome photographer? Be sure to check out her links below!
Lomography home: http://www.lomography.com/homes/meitads
Flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/meitads

xx

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SOULMATE, HELENA ALEXANDRA NATASHYA NADINE KRISHNA!! 

INFINITE LOVE SINCE 1998! XXX

OH and by the way:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY VERY BEST FRIEND, THE ONE AND ONLY NADIA FEBRINA TEDIANTO!

*sorry for the crappy editing*

Day 1

Day 1 - Seven things that crosses your mind a lot.

Why people do what people do
I like to find that out, what justify people's action, what causes reaction, why some things are okay to do for some people or in some culture and some things aren't.

University
I'm going to one next year, and to be honest I don't know whether I should be excited, happy or nervous and scared, or all at once.

My family
The last time we got together was 3-4 years ago when my uncle got married, and some members couldn't come for important reasons. I would love to get together with everyone sometime soon.

My friends
Some of my best friends are now all over the country and the world and I can't see them everyday. And I miss them so much. It's a good thing I guess that I handle it better now than I was 3 years ago.

Music
I would love to do more of this forever. But I know I'm not oh-so-wonderfully-amazing at this, so yeah..

Memories from school
Especially the ones that I went through at home. I learnt a lot from them, I miss them. Sometimes, I become really mean and wish that I could redo everything all over again because now what I love and cherish are just memories. It wasn't perfect but that made it beautiful. It was special and full of special people and I met the ones I want to be with forever in my life if I have the chance.

Things I should've said or done but I didn't

I just couldn't help it. I do this all the time.

Oh wow, I don't think I'm aware of these until I write it down for the world to see..

Slogtember 19 - Steal, Nostalgia, Weekend

Jadi Uwi lagi ngidam pancakes hari Sabtu kemaren. Akhirnya hari ini gue, Uwi dan Marsha berusaha untuk makan di Strictly Pancakes daerah Dhoby Ghaut. Tapi sayangnyaaa, restorannya tutup. Karena sangat kurang beruntung, akhirnya kita ganti haluan ke Baja Fresh, restoran Mexico yang nampilin jam Los Angeles, jualan bir dari Jerman, dan pelayannya rata-rata orang India. Sangat multikultural. Selama beberapa jam makan, kita ditemani oleh lagu dari si seksi Enrique Iglesias ;) dan pas banget yang keputer lagu-lagu nostalgia kelas 8 :3 seperti ini:

Dimelo 

Alguien Soy Yo

Hohoho. Dan kita pun mampir juga ke Cathay yang toiletnya sangat jauh berliku dan nyeremin. Membekas abis di hati gue. Kita juga ke Gramophone karena Marsha mau liat-liat vinyl (alternatif gitu ya ngga sha hahaha). Karena vinylnya mahal akhirnya Marsha beli DVDnya Like Crazy dan Uwi beli DVD Paprika (alternatif juga ya wi wkwk) yang membuahkan percakapan seperti...

M: "Kok Paprika?"
U: "Iya, nama ceweknya Paprika kalo ga salah"
S: "Aneh-aneh aja. Bayangin lo punya anak namanya Ketumbar"
U: "Atau kalo enggak, Jahe"
M: "Yang bumbu khas indo dong, apa kek. Kunyit gitu."

Selain itu gue juga nemu CD yang lagi di sale murah-murah kebangetan seperti ini yang gue beli akhirnya pun... (struktur kalimat hancur)

Dan juga menemukan CD Kotak yang mana adalah band asal Indonesia Raya Merdeka Merdeka. Tapi harganya kejam banget ya parah... Jujur tadi waktu liat mau nggak mau kita bertiga ketawa ngakak tapi kasihan juga.... Btw, udah di cek 50 cent = Rp 3.893,88 (www.xe.com)

Oh and another thing, gue hampir ketabrak.

Sekian.

Byeeee~

Slogtember 13 - The Pictures

SO GUYS I FINALLY HAD THE WILL TO GO OUT.

I'm a home-indoor-person so if I don't have anything to do outside I won't go. But then, I did anyway.

These pictures you're going to see are those I've taken over the summer. So, enjoy the gallery here! You can see more picture if you click here!

Nadia and Nadine. Blitzmegaplex, Bekasi Cyber Park.

 Uwi. La Sardina workshop. Chinatown.

Marsha. Diana F+ (mask) workshop. Chinatown.

C.H.I.J.M.E.S. City Hall. 

There you go guys! Those are one sample from each roll hope you guys like it! Or let's say pick your favorite out of those 4? :D

Slogtember 3 - Slumber Away

My mom was such an angel she let me slept over Meita's place last Sunday. We got together for one night to make it easier for Thasya to talk to all of us at one time :D we miss youu!

The unflattering screen print of everyone...

Woof you guys! xx