What You Hate is What You Love

It's funny how people change so drastically even when you think you them so well. Most of the time, they change to become the those people who they used to hate.

Is it just a biased view from our side that distort the image of them? Or are they really becoming 'those people'?

Or are we the one who changed in the first place?

I remember you hate people who are so full of them self. You mocked them around and you really showed it to them.

You used to be so sarcastic when people are being ignorant or arrogant around you. To be honest, it was really funny how they thought you like them when in reality you hated them to guts.

I remember when you hated people with lots of bullshits. If anything, you could be one of the anti bullshit campaign agent or something.

I remember when you despised people who are living in the clouds without looking at the people around us. I remember when you hated glamour, extravagant and over-the-top lifestyle.

I remember when you were a genuine person. You like them if you like them and hate them if you do so. You were never a two-face.

I remember when I thought we were on the same page.
I remember when I thought I knew you so well.

Funny how you change so fast from who I remember you were - who I thought you were - to someone who you used to hate. (or at least I thought you hated)

Funny how these days you did all the things you did not approve in the past.
It's funny how you did not realise...

People say: What you hate is what you love

How could I be so foolish? It's really funny how I always thought I knew you.

I really don't; never did and will not ever try again.

The Pisces Thing

To be completely honest, I am a homebody. I am to the extreme of a homebody.

If I really don't have anything to do outside my house, I won't come out.
Now that I live in a room, I basically can count how many times I come out of my room or go to the ground floor.

Not that I'm antisocial, because that would mean that I dislike social interaction because I love meeting people and listening to them talking.
I probably am just have this okay feeling to be alone and I have to be on my own at least a few minutes per day. Probably it's the Pisces thing...

My friends and I were watching Bones the other day in my room and I remember Angela said this thing about Temperance; the only thing to get Brennan go out is to literally corner her and force her to go.
My friends were laughing because that is totally what they have to go through to get me out of my room.

I don't know how people sometimes think it's weird or unusual or it's a negative thing to have time on your own.
You know how sometimes you have a lot of things in your brain at once and the only thing to make it simpler is literally to sit and think through each of the thoughts one by one sorting them through?

Ah, never mind, it's probably the Pisces thing..

Reasons to Live (Pt. 1?)

1. Rainy season or just rain in general (especially if you live in tropical climate)
2. Sunshine!
3. Beautiful beaches, walking in the sand barefoot and feeling the sand and water..
4. Swimming pool or jacuzzi
5. Snow!
6. The color of autumn leaves
7. Being able to drink water when you're tired and very thirsty
8. Internet!! and all the magic in it :D
9. Parks
10. Reservoirs or any non-contaminated places

11. Music, music, music
12. New music from your favorite artist
13. Seeing your favorite band making new records after years of hiatus
14. Hearing/finding the right song at the right time
15. Being able to know the title of the song you heard once on the radio after years of effort in trying
16. Hearing the song that you want to hear in the radio without requesting to the radio dj
17. LIVE CONCERTS!!
18. Being able to meet people who love your favorite bands/artists as much as you do
19. Great TV series or movies
20. and its fandom!

21. Learning new things, no matter how simple it is
22. Making people smile, whatever you do
23. Having a quality time with yourself
24. Family!
25. Your best friends
26. Meeting new people
27. The smell of new books
28. Great books or a sequel of the book that you've waited for so long
29. Hugs, especially when you really need one
30. Sleep time or nap time

31. Being able to sing your heart out in the shower (or anywhere really)
32. Dancing around as silly as you can
33. Doing weird stuffs with your friends
34. FOOD!!!
35. MORE FOOD!!!
36. The warm fuzzy feeling when you drink hot tea/chocolate/coffee when it's cold
37. The brain freeze or cold and tingly feeling when you drink cold drinks when it's hot
38. Theme parks
39. Cartoons (and watching those that you've watched when you were a kid)
40. Laughing until you cry and smiles

(to be continued...)

Otaknya Lagi Berisik (Pt. 1?)

"Karena 'sekarang, selalu, dan sepanjang segala abad' sejatinya hanyalah ada dalam doa."

Berat, saudara-saudaraku. Hahahaha. Entah gimana ceritanya, waktu malem-malem lagi naik bis umum pulang kerumah, kalimat ini melintas sedemikian rupa di otak gue. Mungkin karena belakangan ini, orang-orang di sekeliling gue agak lebih sering bilang kalau mereka capek, entah batin atau fisik. Kebawa suasananya juga pada akhirnya, pikiran pun mulai pesimis-pesimis sedikit.

Apa sih di bumi ini yang abadi? Harta benda bisa berubah - bertambah, berkurang, bahkan hilang dalam sekejap mata karena banyak hal yang mungkin terjadi. Kesempurnaan fisik bisa diubah-ubah dengan kecanggihan teknologi zaman sekarang.

Nama dan prestasi... Mungkin bisa bertahan sangat lama, tapi ada dua kemungkinan. Antara ada yang pada akhirnya mengalahkan prestasi yang sudah tercatat atau memang orang-orang tidak pernah peduli untuk mengingat.

Pengetahuan? Bisa dibilang sih cukup abadi. Contohnya, tulisan-tulisan Plato masih dicetak, diterbitkan dan dibaca oleh banyak orang di tahun 2012 ini. Tapi pemikiran manusia berkembang, konsep-konsep akan selalu dipertanyakan dan besar kemungkinan konsepnya berubah. Kalau pengetahuan yang kita punya, bisa aja kan tiba-tiba hilang kalau kena penyakit? *amit-amit lari cari kayu buat diketok-ketok*

Sempet gue tanya sama temen waktu ngobrol. Karena kita cuma nyebutin hal-hal yang ngasal, ujung-ujungnya ada juga yang bilang hal yang satu ini - perasaan. Entah gimana ceritanya. Hahahaha. Begitu kita denger, langsung diem mendadak. Lalu, tawa-tawa bermuntahan dari semuanya. Memang terdengar klise (alasan kenapa harus dilanjut dengan tawa), tapi yang ini mirip dengan pengetahuan, bisa dibilang sih cukup abadi.

Tapi, ya itu tadi... Ujung-ujungnya semua hal itu penuh ketergantungan. Ada yang hartanya abadi, ada yang cuma sekedip mata. Ada yang cantik tampannya abadi, ada yang diubah-ubah. Ada yang pemikiran, prestasi dan pengetahuannya dikenang lama, ada yang sebentar. Ada yang perasaannya selalu sama, ada yang setiap detik berubah.

Terus, terus, apa iya kalau kejadian 'sekarang, selalu, dan sepanjang segala abad' berarti selama itu semuanya selalu bahagia? Hidup ada dua sisi, kan? Tapi orang kan maunya bahagia terus? Jadi, gimana? *tarik nafas*

Tadinya sih masih mau bahas banyak. Tapi masih kecil ah, takut. *indecisive-pisces-quality kicks in*

Ada yang kepikiran skenario 'sekarang, selalu, dan sepanjang segala abad' yang beneran kejadian?

Slogtember 20 - Recent Addiction

Since I have nothing to do these days, I've decided to pick this little handy book up from the book store... and I've been addicted to this ever since...

Umm, yeah I know, nothing new, nerd alert, sudoku....

I don't even know why I did this but it turns out to be pretty cool and kinda addicting. It's almost one week and I've finished 22 puzzles out of 38 or something...

At least it makes me think and use my brain and that's a good thing.

Right?!

Right?

:P